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Friends
ARGH! I’m so angry!
0198 days
Ryan Kennedy of Deer Valley High School in Glendale Arizona is a socially intolerable, son of a bitch motherfucking tourette who finds amusement in blurting out profanities (lol, hypocrycy), in turning on the hand driers in the locker rooms, and in making weird as fuck noises in people’s ears, then running away blushing and giggling like a little DICK.
Today, I confronted him on playing swear words on his phones on maximum volume while I was talking to my friends. Later, he comes back to me saying, “Why don’t you go screwing around that van and fucking tit fuck you bitch?!”, grinning and struggling to control his laughter. IM PISSED!!
Ryan Kennedy, if you are reading this,
“FUCK YOU KENNEDY, FUCK YOU HARD!!! YOU AREN’T WORTH A PEICE OF SHIT FOR ALL I CARE!! YOU’LL NEVER AMOUNT TO ANYTHING! YOU HAVE NO FRIENDS, AND NEVER WILL. YOU CAN SUCK YOUR MOMS DICK!!!! GO AND DIE, YOU MOTHERFUCKING COCKSUCKING PEICE OF FUCKING SHIT!!!! I BITCH SLAP YOU IN THE BALLS!!!!!
FUCK EVERYONE
0215 days
I care about people who genuinely don’t give a shit about me. I don’t know why. I care too much I guess? And those days when you feel like putting your troubles aside to help someone elses; they leave you feeling like CRAP. I’m sick of this. What did I do wrong? I will never be enough, for anyone. It’s the worst feeling. And even the person who wanted me more than anything, I was never enough for them. I think I should really stop talking about my problems and just fuck them. Just fuck all the people who will use me, and feel better because they give me some sort of satisfaction. EVEN IF I BECOME A SEX ADDICT. FUCK IT.
I want to reconnect!
0229 days
i am sick and tired of being sick and tired. it’s awful and i hate it. i just want this all to blow over and be done as quickly as possible but we all know that doesn’t happen. or maybe it will if i tell myself that it will. ugh. i have to stay out of school to get better and i have never longed to sit in class more than i do now. i want to be normal again. i want to go to homecoming but with being out of school so much it’s not lke anybody is going to ask me. and i’m at an entirely new school so it’s notlike i have a group of friends that i can go with. its just so freaking frustrating. and it seem like i can never do anything right. just the moment that i’m feeling like i’m starting to accomplish something, they tell me that i’m not doing it right or that i need to do this and this too and why aren’t you doing this and why aren’t you doing that/ well maybe it’s cause i didn’t freaking know. gosh. and everyone looks at me like i’m some poor charity case. well newsflash, i’m not.
Why am I still friends with you??
0229 days
tell me fucking why whenever i try to help someone they dont accept it? i dont have to even help your ass. you vent to others but never me. yet, you say we’re best friends. yeah, how about you take your shitty ass part of the friendship and leave me alone. and i’ll go give my friendship to someone who gives the same back. you always say i’m the terrible one in the friendship when i’m not. you blow off the people who love you most for people you haven’t even known for a year. you’re such a bullshitter. and yet, you get mad when people fuck you over. YOU ALWAYS HAVE THAT SHIT FUCKING COMING. so you know what? fuck you. f u c k y o u. FUCK YOU. i’m done. so, suck my dick, you ungrateful bitch.
Frustration
0248 days
So, I have a lot of venting to do.
1] My “best friend” is a fucking bitch. I have done nothing but be there for her, whenever, even if it means I get grounded or miss something important. I have really needed her the past few weeks, and all she has done is ignore me. At first, I though maybe something was going on, but now that I think about it, this is how is ALWAYS has been. I give, give, give, and get absolutely nothing in return. I am so fucking sick of it. I thought she was the only person I could trust with everything, and now I don’t have anyone to talk to.
2] I just got back from camp recently, and I met so really nice people there. There is one couple that got together when we were there, after much work on my part. The girl is a fairly good friend of mine, and I trust her enough to vent some of my problems to. Unfortunately for me, she NEVER quits talking about the guy I hooked her up with! He is her first boyfriend, first kiss, first everything. She has known him for less than a month, and she is already claiming to be in love with him. It is her first real crush and relationship! She knows NOTHING about being in love! So here I am, having it rubbed in my face that she got together with the guy she liked, but I won’t be able to get together with the guy I like.
3] So, I recently met this guy that I really like. But he lives about 2 1/2 hours away. Anyways, so he is a kinda anti-social, full of himself guy, very into the bros, people have to be worthy, etc. Anyway, so I do a bunch of shit that irritates him, but he still thinks I am cool, and I am on his worthy list. But so many people do absolutely NOTHING to irritate him, and are on his not worthy list. WTF is with that? How do I annoy him, but am on his good side?! It confuses me, which results in frustration!
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