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Friends
Frustration
0147 days
So, I have a lot of venting to do.
1] My “best friend” is a fucking bitch. I have done nothing but be there for her, whenever, even if it means I get grounded or miss something important. I have really needed her the past few weeks, and all she has done is ignore me. At first, I though maybe something was going on, but now that I think about it, this is how is ALWAYS has been. I give, give, give, and get absolutely nothing in return. I am so fucking sick of it. I thought she was the only person I could trust with everything, and now I don’t have anyone to talk to.
2] I just got back from camp recently, and I met so really nice people there. There is one couple that got together when we were there, after much work on my part. The girl is a fairly good friend of mine, and I trust her enough to vent some of my problems to. Unfortunately for me, she NEVER quits talking about the guy I hooked her up with! He is her first boyfriend, first kiss, first everything. She has known him for less than a month, and she is already claiming to be in love with him. It is her first real crush and relationship! She knows NOTHING about being in love! So here I am, having it rubbed in my face that she got together with the guy she liked, but I won’t be able to get together with the guy I like.
3] So, I recently met this guy that I really like. But he lives about 2 1/2 hours away. Anyways, so he is a kinda anti-social, full of himself guy, very into the bros, people have to be worthy, etc. Anyway, so I do a bunch of shit that irritates him, but he still thinks I am cool, and I am on his worthy list. But so many people do absolutely NOTHING to irritate him, and are on his not worthy list. WTF is with that? How do I annoy him, but am on his good side?! It confuses me, which results in frustration!
My Weekend
0192 days
Alright so I was pretty sure this weekend was going to be horrible and just a waste of time, but I was proven wrong. On friday it was me along with two of my best friends, watching movies and just hanging out at my house. We went on MSN and messaged my old ex-boyfriend. We started talking to him inappropriately for giggles, and by the end of the chat, Him and I arranged to casually hook-up in the summer. That worked in my favour because I would LOOOOVE to GET ON THAT. LOL. On Saturday, which was such a beautiful day me and my friends, our group of 5 (Including me), hung out with his friends. As we walked up to them, I saw him there too. I was so happy. We ended up hanging out and getting a little tipsy, but he stayed sober talking to me. He was flirting with me and we were holding hands. One of my best friends has never seen us together, but always hears stories about him from me. She decided to push my head against his, and we were now nose to nose. It was so impossible to resist him, so we ended up hooking up. I didn’t mind, and everyone was suddenly congratulating us. The thing is, it was pretty short and I’m not sure if I screwed up or maybe he just tasted too much alcohol. We texted after he left to go babysit, but then he stopped replying. So now I just want to have an excuse to talk to him again… Is that bad? And fuck my recent exboyfriend, what a douchebag.
yes, that’s right, i said it!
0192 days
by Unregistered User
in Friends
i fucking hate you, you never once said your sorry, never once said nothing. stop being a self conceived dick hole who thinks you caan control me cause you can’t(:
i actually have a life too.
0225 days
by elizabeth3
in Friends
stop treating me like a baby. like it’s oh so cute that i’m taking chances and doing something new while you stay in your little comfort zone. stop acting like you’re the only thing that keeps me alive or that you’re the only friend i’ll ever have. it annoys me so much and it makes me want to scream. we’re one and the same. treat me like you believe it too.
There are some girls…
0231 days
okay. i don’t get it. as girls, it is frowned upon by other girls to be “loose” or the not so nice term – slutty. but then, when these sluts post pictures on facebook/twitter/myspace(whoever still uses that)/ whatever social network site, they are the ones who get like a bajillion comments that are like, “oh meh goooosh you’re sooooo beautiful”, or “ugh, i’m so freaking jealous of you!”, or maybe even “you are absolutely gorgeous, from the inside out.” uh, what? i mean, sure they might be pretty, but then you talk to them and it’s like well good thing you’re pretty cause your personality suuucks. and then, all the guys are aaall over them (the sluts). i mean, i guess it’s cause they want some action, but COME ON. it’s kinda ridiculous. i don’t get it. and these sluts are also the ones who are the biggest back stabbers yet they still have a ton of friends or are sometimes considered the “popular” ones. it’s stupid. sure, i’d love to have a guy or two like me, sure, i’d love to have a bunch of friends. but i’m nooot gonna become some washed up, air-headed, robot that can’t even talk for herself. i think the sluts are the weird ones but… maybe it’s me? iiiiii don’t know. it’s just a wee bit annoying is what i’m trying say.
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