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Parents just don’t understand

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My parents are soooooo sooo Sooooooo strict. and yup, theyre asian. they wont let me go anywhere, no nail polish, no makeup, no short shorts, no tank tops, only 1 hour of internet a week, makes me clean my room every day, a candy wrapper on the floor is called a mess, windows closed at 5:00 PM to 10:00 AM, i get straight a’s but they dont think its good enough until its all A+.. and the make fun of me.they say i eat like a turtle, like theres an earthquake every time i run. they read my phone log, since they wont let me text. and im 15 years old.. they treat me like im 10. im tired of it. this is stupid.

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Relief

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I can’t tell you how amazing that felt, to let it all out. So much space. Nothing is limited. I love writing as well. This day started off pretty crappy. Yesterday was a lot better, in my opinion… I went downtown with my drama class for a fieldtrip, and one of the most goodlooking guys was crushing on me. I actually realized just how much better I could really do. It feels great knowing that there’s another life than being in such a complicated and stressful relationship. I had such a fun day, and it got even better and better. After school, it POURED. There was a storm of thunder and lightning. The thing is, I’m the weird kind of person that enjoys being outside and dancing in that weather, just because it brings back so many distant memories that I wish I still had. I was at my friends house, and she lives literally about 10 houses down from my old friend of two years. Me and him don’t keep in touch, but I’m still in love with him from so many years ago. I ended up running all the way past his house, in hopes of him seeing me. It doesn’t matter if he did or not, I would do anything for him. In the rain, it brings back all of the times with him. The summer when we first met and just about how much things we did together, INCLUDING dancing in the rain. I loved yesterday. It was so magical, and not once did I have to worry about the constant drama from my douchebag of an ex-boyfriend. I love him in all, sometimes I miss him, but it’s not worth it. Not at this age, and not with all of my confusion. It also sucks because he used to blame everything on me. I’m getting so off topic OMG! But I’m so happy I actually have a place to vent. Feels so incredible.

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No wedding, no baby

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okay, so my fiancee and I have been together for 2 years now.  We are getting married on September 4, 2011.  Well, I have been trying to convince him to have a child. We are both ready for it, but he wants to wait until we are married.  I don’t see what the big deal of waiting is.  I have had 3 miscarriages already, and want to replace those bad memories with one good one.  Can someone help explain this?

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My life so far…

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Well well where do i start i guess from as far back as my very awesome life compared to those who are in complete agony and o so awful to those living  joyous lives. I remember from elementary to now from my first crush to the crazy chick later on. Well my most fond memories of my child hood are sadly those which are horrible. The horrible times are not the best times but are the ones i remember. The first has to be all the times i was smacked because i did not write good enough, or i got a wrong answer, or because i did one fun thing even though there is one time i completely understand but the rest no. Remember this is starting in elementary so its rough for a kid that age. I was always told to be clean, wash your hands, treat others how you want to be treated (which btw never works), and never ever raise your voice you know the most basic rules of society. Well i followed those rules to the book i found that beer is just a way people can go out of there way to be something there not drugs same old crap. now this is all in elementary so in my eyes i’m on a good start to a successful life right?  Well here comes middle school and i find that the first year sucks so much at this point i hate school don’t want anything to do with it and would rather just stay home and play some games. Well it was all just so boring till 7th grade i met Hannah omg i saw that chick walk up the stairs and thought to myself DAMN she is hot but i will pick this subject up some other time. After middle school though my grades dropped because of personal issues with sickness and family like divorce and the fact mom don’t care about your schooling and its just all her now because hey look who is single. Well i failed half of my high school year because of these problems and now i have had summer school all the way leading up to my junior year so far making my life a living hell and i mean it school is hell for someone like me. Now i have mommy issues and well i feel like writing about my first and so far only crush pathetic huh.

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My family in my house

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This will be a introduction to my family and there problems and from here on i will tell my point of view of things and anything else i feel is relevant to my feeling. I will use different names for those in my family.

Me: I am a 16 year old boy going on 17 on the 7th of march i am happy to say i have never done drugs never drank and plan on doing neither of the things because of my experiences with the substances. I am jobless only because i am focusing on school entirely because i find graduating on time is most important. I am a athletic fat kid if makes sense you would have to meet me to understand i suppose. I also have a short temper but i don’t let those feeling out unless the time or moment pushes you to that and i will explain my unreasonable reasoning to this later.

Mom: Is a very hardworking person at times but tends to be hostile towards children feels that we are just horrible kids she will go and say to others my kids are good but when we are alone with her or in our house she will go off telling us how much of failures we are and how bad we are. I love her to death but damn she is quite the mother.

Sister = Only a 9yr old so far she is very talented dancer and very creative in her own way. born same month 7yrs apart me and her are very close she is my baby sister and i would probably do anything for her and when she gets to middle school well she wont be having to many boyfriends. Her problems have to do with being closest to the youngest the only girl and mom expecting way too much of her.

Brother = My little brother is 7yrs old and is very energetic and has become very dis obedient which is my eyes is normal i mean he is a kid and feels like he knows it all and he is very intelligent but maybe too intelligent for his own good. He loves to argue loves to test how far he can push those boundaries till he well gets disciplined.

Nana (grandmother) = She is in her late 60′s deals with a lot she is still working has to support a grown woman and a 16yr old young man who is very selfish and greedy has a attitude and well better description to come. Anyways she cares a lot for my family and keeps to her self all the time but when she tells her feelings o god everyone has to freak.

Samantha = OK well this sister is the most immature of the bunch there are four sisters including my mother. This daughter is in late 20′s and not able to support her self. My mother and this sister dropped out of high school because they had me and my younger cousin. She worked at Sam’s club but got fireds because she never goes to work and now is on the verge of getting fired again from her current Job MC. Donald’s.

Bill = this is my self centered cousin whom i live with who just aggravates me to no end he is 16yr old and is a future drop out percentage waiting to happen. Now he has some serious problems both fictional and real. He claims to be depressed and feels unwanted and feels like no one cares and blah blah blah. Well here is his story he was born 6months after me he is a deceptive person her will tell people whom he meets that he is a straight A student that he will act like the nicest kid in town to get what he wants and when he has what he wants he will turn around and spit back in your face.

For know this is it i will tell the stories of each of these individuals to the extent of my knowledge and after you can judge them as good or bad

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