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Something about you that makes me…
0114 days
You suck.
You sincerely, totally suck.
I hate you.
I’ve tried so FUCKING hard to make ‘us’ work. We NEVER work. I don’t know why our relationship is always so complicated. Why do we make eachother so angry? I don’t get this. We fail as everything. We failed as a couple. We failed as friends. So I did the next logical, I said, Hey I don’t want to be friends anymore. Of course you mental idiot, it’s not because I don’t like you anymore. Of course it’s not because I don’t WANT to be your friend, it because NOTHING WORKS. As friends, I feel like shit. As a couple, I feel like shit. I can’t win. We don’t work, and I’m sick of trying so hard in this complicated mess of a relationship. But still, even as this not friends bull shit, we STILL don’t work… UGH. I can’t win. I want us to be normal. I want us to work. I miss the old us. I’m so sick of feeling angry and sad and like shit.
To my lovely fucking sister…
0163 days
thanks for making me feel so shitty. You know all I’ve ever wanted to do is sing professionally. I’ve worked my ass off, I sang before I started talking, I made up my first song when I was 3, I have trained and trained until I lose my voice for days at a time, then train some more. All this for at least one fucking hour of recognition, to be on stage in front of thousands of people, and do what I love, the only thing I’m really good at. I’ve dreamed of being a singer my whole life, and it will never happen because despite all my hard work I’ll never be good enough for record companies. I’ll never compare to the great artists of our time no matter what I do. Thanks for fucking reminding me of that and rubbing it in my face. Thanks for telling me I’ll never meet my idols. Thanks for letting me know how badly I’ve failed. I’ll stop trying, how’s that for you?
I Hate Painting!!!
0194 days
How long does it take to paint a room? A WEEK! a whole damn week to paint one fucking room i can’t take this anymore I HATE painting and it HATES me!!! I guess this is why people hire other people to do shit they don’t like…
Frustration
0248 days
So, I have a lot of venting to do.
1] My “best friend” is a fucking bitch. I have done nothing but be there for her, whenever, even if it means I get grounded or miss something important. I have really needed her the past few weeks, and all she has done is ignore me. At first, I though maybe something was going on, but now that I think about it, this is how is ALWAYS has been. I give, give, give, and get absolutely nothing in return. I am so fucking sick of it. I thought she was the only person I could trust with everything, and now I don’t have anyone to talk to.
2] I just got back from camp recently, and I met so really nice people there. There is one couple that got together when we were there, after much work on my part. The girl is a fairly good friend of mine, and I trust her enough to vent some of my problems to. Unfortunately for me, she NEVER quits talking about the guy I hooked her up with! He is her first boyfriend, first kiss, first everything. She has known him for less than a month, and she is already claiming to be in love with him. It is her first real crush and relationship! She knows NOTHING about being in love! So here I am, having it rubbed in my face that she got together with the guy she liked, but I won’t be able to get together with the guy I like.
3] So, I recently met this guy that I really like. But he lives about 2 1/2 hours away. Anyways, so he is a kinda anti-social, full of himself guy, very into the bros, people have to be worthy, etc. Anyway, so I do a bunch of shit that irritates him, but he still thinks I am cool, and I am on his worthy list. But so many people do absolutely NOTHING to irritate him, and are on his not worthy list. WTF is with that? How do I annoy him, but am on his good side?! It confuses me, which results in frustration!
Where’s MY kiss?
0332 days
Okay so i’m just really depressed about the fact that all of my friends have had their first kisses and i still haven’t had mine and i’m fucking 19! I just feel left out and i just want to know how it feels like.
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