So, I have a lot of venting to do.
1] My “best friend” is a fucking bitch. I have done nothing but be there for her, whenever, even if it means I get grounded or miss something important. I have really needed her the past few weeks, and all she has done is ignore me. At first, I though maybe something was going on, but now that I think about it, this is how is ALWAYS has been. I give, give, give, and get absolutely nothing in return. I am so fucking sick of it. I thought she was the only person I could trust with everything, and now I don’t have anyone to talk to.
2] I just got back from camp recently, and I met so really nice people there. There is one couple that got together when we were there, after much work on my part. The girl is a fairly good friend of mine, and I trust her enough to vent some of my problems to. Unfortunately for me, she NEVER quits talking about the guy I hooked her up with! He is her first boyfriend, first kiss, first everything. She has known him for less than a month, and she is already claiming to be in love with him. It is her first real crush and relationship! She knows NOTHING about being in love! So here I am, having it rubbed in my face that she got together with the guy she liked, but I won’t be able to get together with the guy I like.
3] So, I recently met this guy that I really like. But he lives about 2 1/2 hours away. Anyways, so he is a kinda anti-social, full of himself guy, very into the bros, people have to be worthy, etc. Anyway, so I do a bunch of shit that irritates him, but he still thinks I am cool, and I am on his worthy list. But so many people do absolutely NOTHING to irritate him, and are on his not worthy list. WTF is with that? How do I annoy him, but am on his good side?! It confuses me, which results in frustration!