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Ugh…what do they want from me??
0113 days
okay, so I met this wonderful man, who happens to live in Africa. Its been 5months since I met him, and I was gonna go and visit him in July. this is the business – I had wonderful feelings for this man. I even was beginning to love him. but everytime someone in my family heard about me going to visit him, they told me what a stupid person I was. how I was so stupid and wacked cause only a desperate person goes to Africa to meet someone. and Im confused and what about my children and all this noise. I am a 35yr. old woman. I want to see the world, I want love and adventure. and it seems like all they want is to bring me down.
so last nite, I broke things off with him, and ever since then- my heart has been hurting. I just don’t know what to do………………………….
Thanks, Pops!
0114 days
Where to start? First, I have found that the dark circles under my eyes are hereditary and will NEVER go away. What the fuck, I’m only 15! Second, I have exams coming up and I have hard ass classes (for a freshman). I mean, whoever the FUCK decided to give exams is definately an asshole. Third, my dad is way to strict. I mean I honestly deserve a lot more of the shit I ask for than I get. I know that is extremely self-centered and down right horrible, but my dad is a JACKASS. If you had to live with him, you wouldn’t survive. I like probably 15% of the guy and the other 85% percent can kiss ass. I never get to go anywhere or do anything. It is SAD AS SHIT. I love him, but sometimes I want to bitch slap that mother fucker across the face. With that being said, I will NEVER be a parent to my child(ren) like that! I will follow some of his “virtues”, but at least let my kid have a little bit of a fucking life. I hope someone grows a pair and tells me if I ever get like him.
Something about you that makes me…
0114 days
You suck.
You sincerely, totally suck.
I hate you.
I’ve tried so FUCKING hard to make ‘us’ work. We NEVER work. I don’t know why our relationship is always so complicated. Why do we make eachother so angry? I don’t get this. We fail as everything. We failed as a couple. We failed as friends. So I did the next logical, I said, Hey I don’t want to be friends anymore. Of course you mental idiot, it’s not because I don’t like you anymore. Of course it’s not because I don’t WANT to be your friend, it because NOTHING WORKS. As friends, I feel like shit. As a couple, I feel like shit. I can’t win. We don’t work, and I’m sick of trying so hard in this complicated mess of a relationship. But still, even as this not friends bull shit, we STILL don’t work… UGH. I can’t win. I want us to be normal. I want us to work. I miss the old us. I’m so sick of feeling angry and sad and like shit.
To my lovely fucking sister…
0163 days
thanks for making me feel so shitty. You know all I’ve ever wanted to do is sing professionally. I’ve worked my ass off, I sang before I started talking, I made up my first song when I was 3, I have trained and trained until I lose my voice for days at a time, then train some more. All this for at least one fucking hour of recognition, to be on stage in front of thousands of people, and do what I love, the only thing I’m really good at. I’ve dreamed of being a singer my whole life, and it will never happen because despite all my hard work I’ll never be good enough for record companies. I’ll never compare to the great artists of our time no matter what I do. Thanks for fucking reminding me of that and rubbing it in my face. Thanks for telling me I’ll never meet my idols. Thanks for letting me know how badly I’ve failed. I’ll stop trying, how’s that for you?
I Hate Painting!!!
0194 days
How long does it take to paint a room? A WEEK! a whole damn week to paint one fucking room i can’t take this anymore I HATE painting and it HATES me!!! I guess this is why people hire other people to do shit they don’t like…
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