Posts tagged love
I have you but I miss you…
0I don’t know what to do anymore. I want my boyfriend back. I have been with this amazing guy for 11 months, & everything was going great, but now we’re taking steps back. I miss how he used to send me paragraphs every few days about how much I mean to him & how much he loves me. I feel like he tried to capture my heart that now he has it, it’s not as important anymore. I feel like he’s taken our relationship & me for granted. It hurts me that when I mentioned how I’d love to see him with me forever and he gets weird out, when he used to agree & tell me all the time we’re lasting a long time. I know it seems selfish and bratty, but I want him to go out of his way. I want to feel special. I don’t understand how someone can try so hard and be so perfect, yet change in a matter of months. He doesn’t open up to me anymore, at all. He always tells me he loves me, but he never takes the time to say why or show in different ways. . I don’t know what to do, I just miss the old him so much.
I love you :)
0Dear JL,
You’re honestly the most perfect guy. I wish, I wish, I wish, sooo much, I could just kiss you and tell you exactly how I feel, but you have a girlfriend, and we’re bestfriends, and I have a boyfriend. I love my boyfriend though, but I just hope someday we’ll get a shot at love together. We’re still young, so we have alot of time before ending with someone we’re 100% ready for. You’re sooo perfect. You’re cute, athletic, muscular, sexy af, nice, smart, and your girlfriend doesn’t deserve someone half as amazing as you. Winning homecoming with you was amazing. You live so close, I wish I could just knock on your door and be with you. Until then, this will all be a secret, until our paths cross.
Love ST.
F*CK YOU!
0FUUUUCK. I just want to scream it as loud and as hard as i can! fuck you!
thinking with your dick “wanting to see someone else” we’ve been together for like ever and we were supposed to get married and have kids together but it changed ALL OF A SUDDEN. bullshit. it doesnt just “click like that in your brain” just because of a lil fucking fight. You are wanting to try and make it work by going to a counselor, and im trying to pour my heart out to you to get at least something out of you BUT NO YOU DECIDE TO KEEP BEING A FUCKING PRICK. I HOPE TO FUCKING CHRIST THAT YOU DONT GET WITH A GIRL AND YOU END UP BACK TO YOUR OLD SELF WHERE YOU SAT AT HOME PLAYED HALO AND MASTURBATED TO PORN BECAUSE NO GIRL WANTED YOU. FUCK YOU. I HATE YOU FOR WHAT YOU ARE DOING TO ME RIGHT NOW IVE NEVER IN MY LIFE FELT SUCH PAIN CHRIST I MIGHT EVEN KILL MYSELF OVER THIS SHIT I WANT YOU TO FEEL THIS PAIN SOME DAY. FUCK.