Posts tagged husband
This is going to Be Sweet
Jan 25th
I have always tried to find a way to let what is bottled inside of me out. When it comes to talk to someone face to face, it is a no win situation. When they think that they are giving you advice and encouragement, all along they are giving you heart ache and pain. Then it is the going to the shrink factor. Which I have done, but that within its self is very nerve wrecking. So I figured that maybe giving this a shout where I can speak my peace and do not get punished for it. So here I go……………………………
I do have a whole lot to say that is going through this big ass head of mine. But today alone is something that I want to get out. First of all today was a beautiful day with in itself, with several of mistakes. One, my son sang his song today. And even though we practiced his song all day yesterday, he still got up there and well, froze. And since I am the little children’s choir director, I ran up in there and saved him. Then the second song they sang, I was happy that the church was singing with them. I had my step daughter with me but it was still okay.
Now this is where it goes wrong, my husband walks in with bags in his hands. He went to the store with shoes for his daughter and himself. Now usually I do not have a fit about that but the truth is that I don’t really have any shoes. Or the fact that my kids and I were not considered. Now when I usually fly off the handle with this, I am trying to keep my cool. Reason being….. I am getting my refund this week and I am going to splug on my children. That is a known fact.
What is really funny to me is that I am virtually by myself in this world. I am a retired stripper (that I will vent later), single mother of three, been raising his daughter since she was 4 months (no regrets, and still loving it) and severely stressed out. I mean I am about to hit a three decade milestone here and I am not looking, feeling or acting like myself.
All of this is going to be put down in between living my so called daily life.
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Love hurts…literally
Jan 20th
So what’s up with the masochism? I know people enjoy some pain in their sex life, but damn do you think you can sometimes enjoy sex without causing me pain? Take it easy, I bruise easily!!!
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My husband is a f*cking A*SHOLE!!!!
Dec 8th
Ah yes, yet another day in the world that is my LIVING HELL. My piece of sh*t car didn’t start (AGAIN) because a*sface spends all of his time working on everyone else’s cars for free and ignores the HUGE problems with mine even though i’m the one who has to drive out of town every f*cking day. NICE PRIORITIES PRICK.
So of course the f*cking car won’t start as usual. I do everything I can to get it going, and it won’t start. So I miss my last class which also had a quiz. I did everything I could, emailed my teacher to tell him the situation and see if I can write the quiz later, do some other extra credit work, or if he can just take the quiz out of my mark.
Prickface comes home and I tell him the situation. He FLIPS OUT AT ME basically calls me a failure and says “WHY DIDN’T YOU CALL ME???” Hmmm.. probably because the last 50 f*cking times I called you for something like this you got all pissed off told me youre busy and basically told me to go f*ck myself and i’m on my own. oh i’m sorry… was TODAY the day you would have stopped being the f*cking asshole you’ve been for the last 24 years????? unlikely.
“WE’RE PAYING A LOT OF MONEY FOR THIS SCHOOLING” YEAH I know. does he think i WANTED TO MISS CLASS AND MARKS??? yeah. i’m really THAT much of a f*ckup. That’s why i’m going to school to get a good job that will pay like FIVE TIMES what your sh*tty job will. Cause I’M the failure. Sure thing. I can’t believe I married this prick BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY F*CKING LIFE.
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It’s not better, I’m bitter
Nov 29th
Im so angry – I am 22 years old and I have some serious health concerns right now . Im so stressed about trying to heal , get my education and work full time – the LAST thing I needed was to find out my parents are splitting up . My self-centered father decided he was “unhappy” .. apprently he has a girl friend ! Right now I hate him – I hate hate hate him . How could he do this to us ?!!? Jerk . Dad , You are a self-centered JERK
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